I have been struggling alot over the past few days. Unable sit, sleep, walk, eat, teach etc. Feeling as if my heart is breaking. I began to worry that I couldn't write anymore. That I had lost my commitment, my ability, my dedication. Feeling fearful that life was overwhelming me somehow.
Then I read the FrogKing ( see http://www.surlalunefairytales.com/frogking/index.html) and I realised perhaps my heart isn't breaking after all. Perhaps it is growing. Somehow bursting through the iron bands which have constrained it for so long.