The eternal immigrant

Today I feel sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad. Oh and did I mention I feel sad...My C permit is on hold now for a year and I am leaving on a jet plane this afternoon. Actually I am very grateful to Swiss Immigration for agreeing to put my permits on hold although they seemed rather shocked that I should even want to leave Switzerland. ( You want to go where?  You want to leave here?) I think want is definitely the wrong word in this context.


So I feel sad

And very afraid.

I am not as tough as I look.

And I am tired.

But at least I have all my own teeth!