Just put the bowl down and nobody gets hurt!!!

Right now I am carrying an enormous goldfish bowl around in my hands. It is a beautiful bowl - custom made - it doesn't have any fish in it anymore - it doesn't have anything in it except perhaps the odd drop of salt water when I am feeling sad. I carry it aound everywhere. I sit with it on the tram. I have it in class. Amazingly I even hold on to it as I practise yoga. When I do my cycling class I balance it on my knees. I never let go of it. I don't want to break it.
    I suppose I could put new fish in it or maybe some flowers or an ant farm or something. But none of those things would ever fit in this bowl ; this bowl was made for things that no longer exist.Or perhaps they do exist but not in a way I can comprehend.
It's so heavy though. And it stops my hands from holding anything else instead.
I need to find some place to put this bowl down. I don't want to smash it but I need to find a way to put it gently down and pick up something else.